Have you considered volunteering for you parish? There are many beautiful ministries that a lay person can do. There are lots of ways that you could help and feel the joy and peace from charitable service. For example: Among other ways, you could teach CCD, bring Communion to the sick, be a reader at Mass, or help out with some cleaning or decorating. Your parish needs you. Please, take some time to consider volunteering an hour or two a week at your church.